11.24.10
- To have so much feeling for her; I never could have imagine it would hurt so much as it feels so uplifting. Bringing my soul to a new life i wanna stay in love with you. honestly seriously truthfully.
- To have so much feeling for her; I never could have imagine it would hurt so much as it feels so uplifting. Bringing my soul to a new life i wanna stay in love with you. honestly seriously truthfully.
Heart will flutter and other heart will fall.
My feelings will always be with my words and my love will be with action.
Tonight my love i’ll share everything with you.
Lets walk slow as we take this gently not trying to break what we have created.
Let this night be our strength and our beginning.
between the two of us are sparks of color
colors that paint a fantasy of our perfect time.
Line lay across we walk together in hand, a door opens
refreshing i feel reborn but not alone in this world i have you.
Night of full filling wishes that are just the beginning.
Letting go everything we receive something that we cherish together
even though it will never be forever we will never regret saying never.
Glimmering your eyes speak to me a diamond can never express its eternity,
will you would you? spend everyday with me like never before until we’re old?
This is something i have never dream, i’m here feeling pain but i promise myself i would never feel it again. Over and over again with the same memory press behind my eye lid and every time i shut them my heart beats play and the movie plays.
The story begins,
Conversation over the internet innocent word to word curiosity, feelings, and rush are exchange. It was never meant to be with tall mountain, strong rivers, and touch being our barrier we over step it without a thought of logic. Our excuse to believe anything is possible with the right set of tools and rules. Hearts to never say never, that was all. We call night to night with empty seconds we have is seconds sleeping, through the mic of our telephone. Making my home your home our home. Not letting go ignoring the situation became our relation, don’t you ever go but we are not what we want to be. Silence to be friends that was one decision we made to disagree but left it in hand to be. Time flying new people arrive in our heart our eyes on another but our soul side by side, bleeding inside not understanding where these gashes come from. Every single moment with you is space with only us to exist, i felt inner peace. They were only moments, craving more but couldn’t summon the courage. I’m thinking of you and what movie plays in your heart.
Hello miss Dorky with the tree
I believe we have met and i kept what you given me with your dorkyness
You make my heart warm the best
Taking the Test to be a 10 when already I knew u could be nothing less.
Diamond, pearl, jem a treasure chest? have you already heard the rest?
Your different you are new you are what i called ” blessed”
Forever you will be dorky and Forever be free i wish you was with me.
My heart beat the music that i play for you so i can sing from my mind and my mouth educate those feeling that soon my hand will bring touches too that senses your nerve. but not as quite as shocking as your beautiful curve. honey dearest sweet apple pie that just got out of the bakery so fresh and so delicious you didn’t have to come my way because i smell special from a mile away. Please stop i wanted to say Hey, but really i wanted to say ” God damn baby! ” Okay what i really really wanted to say ” whats the chance i could your date today? “
That mother fucker is asshole
That bitch gone fucked up from the start to the end of the road he left tracks of destruction
That got me wondering how am going function. unbelievable that your heartless to the core.
Shouldve seen it but i couldnt in your path all you do is tore
Pieces but you don’t give one fuck, because if you did
You would just man up.
“Being lonely is to have nothing, to be missing what you need to wonder where he/she is, to stare empty into the sky, to be awake on those endless night, to be shatter and having to pick it up on your own, to speakto one self about being lonely is nothing.”
Lonely is you not sharing how you feel.
“If it was so simple to express feeling in a way it was felt . it would feel like a warm hug on a lonely night.
If it was so simple to express the connection i have with you, it would be something like the bond of a mother and her newborn child.
If i could express the way i wanted to be with you, it would be something like a kiss could only tell.”
